Without Regret by R.L. Mathewson

Author:R.L. Mathewson [R.L. Mathewson]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Published: 2012-02-17T14:03:10+00:00

Chapter 24

“Get dressed,” Chris said tightly as he pulled out of her and let her legs drop over the side of the car.

When she could only lie there sprawled on the hood of the car as she tried desperately to catch her breath, he tossed the plaid shirt at her. “Get dressed,” he repeated more coldly this time.

Hugging the shirt to her chest she slowly sat up. It took twice as long as it should have, but that probably had something to do with the fact that her body was shaking violently with the aftermath of her release.

She was having a hard time wrapping her mind around the fact that not only had she wanted sex, but she’d actually enjoyed it, really enjoyed it. It was a bit surprising that the best sex of her life had also been the quickest sex of her life. It barely lasted a half a minute and there had been no thrusting, although she had tried several times to move against him, but the position he’d had her in hadn’t allowed any movement or participation on her part.

“We need to get going, Munchkin.”

For a moment she simply sat there trying to make sense of everything. She tried to figure out how she’d gone from a three a.m. meeting to having sex with a guy she didn’t particularly like, but couldn’t stop craving on top of a car in the middle of an abandoned parking lot. Her life had never been exactly normal, but this was ridiculous.

“Get in the car, Munchkin. We need to go now,” Chris snapped irritably as he pulled on a gray tee shirt.

Weren’t men supposed to be mellow after sex? Or maybe this was just the way men acted after having sex with her, she thought bitterly as she pulled her shirt on. She’d had sex with three men in her life and not once had any of them cuddled her, kissed her, or told her how much she meant to them afterwards.

No, instead she got complaints, dirty looks and a whole hell of a lot of drama. She was so sick of being treated like garbage and a walking disappointed. There wasn’t a single person in her life who’d ever been happy, truly happy with the person that she was.

Her parents never bothered to hide the fact that they wished her brother had been the one to survive the birth. Hell, every year on her birthday they made a huge cake for the child that would never be and somehow forgot about her. Christmas had been such joy in her house, a few meager gifts under the tree for her and five days of depression for her parents. Of course that was until she turned twelve and her parents felt she was old enough to watch herself for a few days while went away so that they wouldn’t have to be reminded of what would never be.

They went away so damn often that she doubted they figured out that she’d moved out at sixteen for a several months.

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